Day 5

     Guh, I'm pretty super upset so I know this would be a horrible time for me to talk about how I'm feeling in depth, it would sound way worse if I wrote it out now than sleeping on it. So I will spare your precious time, here's the shit...

How Much Water Did Rachel Drink Today?

• 4 Glasses

How About Food?

• Bowl of Cheerios w/ Light Silk
• Blueberry Bagel w/ Spray Butter
• Some Red Beans and Rice
• Honey Butter Chicken Biscuit Sandwich from Whataburger w/ Hashbrowns and Chocolate Milk

How Does Rachel Feel?

• Skin is pretty decent, I've noticed the white of my eyes are unusually whiter so that's cool. Lips also are fuller, so yay.
• Energy has been pretty good, I slept for like 10 hours so that helped. 
• Weight stayed at 122.4 lbs so I'm quite happy about that, with how little I drank and how much I ate yesterday that is a miracle.
• Tonight has been such a guilt trip, I literally feel puking sick guilt for going to Whataburger for food I didn't need with my friends. I feel like I've let my family down, saying for the past month, no fast food, no fast food, and then I'm the weak asshole that eats unnecessary processed fatty crap. I don't want to ever be a hypocrite, so tonight really sucks for me internally. I'll probably stay awake an extra hour hating myself, maybe I should just throw up and not worry about it.
• Pee is awesome, it's a nice shade of spray butter within a glass of water. Appreciate.

     When I get back to school that gym better watch out cause it is going to get some abuse.

-Rachel J.